WISDOM...TRUE: July 2013

I have often said that my writing...or rather I have noticed that my writing, especially that in my journals, is often prophetic...for me. I have taken note that I alot of my journal entries are somehow tied into events that would occur after they were written. A mood...a warning...an instruction...witty piece of guidance or reflection.

The same can now be said of my songwriting...http://www.chpak.com/#!music

As I sit here...stuck between stoopid loyalty and finance...or so they believe...with opportunity tied in for good measure...AND the principal...respect...exasperation...THE RIGHT THING to do...I decide to put MY MUSIC on...as I get into the background of meditation and learning.

My music is the LOVING spawn...

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...of PARIS...you see. This odd melange of grit, soul, deprivation, focus, sweat, tears, learning, and LOVE! That said...I was clearly writing songs that would have relevance...once I could give them LIFE. I have HEALED, as I aimed to do...and am now READY...as my songs tell me.

For what, I am unsure... but, I tell you this...Opportunity is coming my way and I want...need...FEEL the TIME is to start...CONTINUE...OK!!!...this journey.

I LOVE NY and THEm...but this...space...we are in...something is NOT RIGHT and there is nothing I can do to be ok...at the moment...because they KEEP giving me reason to ...question,"What is REALLY going on!?!"

Stay the course...MY COURSE and BOUNCE.

I love where I am, but hate the circumstance...;-) LoL It is always something...isn't NYC!?! ;-)

I am always feelin' the need to leave.