Everything has changed...moved forward...progressed...evolved and I am LOVING IT! As I sit here, Up in Harlem, at my old spot (Now Chez Metta-Jones...Merci Mes Freres), with blinds closed to the light..and meds now bolstering my sight and might!!! Even this has shifted. The Boo's ABOUND, but I am still unable to frown about anything.
I am back in NY...if only briefly...for a very necessary reminder of...just who I am. Paris has shaken me to the core...testing every facet of my mettle. Had me questioning all I had so painstakingly, up-to-that-point cultivated...picked up along the way. Had me wonder just, "what kind of man am I?" And just as I did in Paris, I determined that should I make it through the night...then I would know what I was...am doing is just/right!
It is the morning after the eve of this year...and I feel ME.
I can see clearly now...The [st]RAIN is Gone!!!
So, we will see what 2012 holds for me...just how these shifts suit me.
I am just thinking now how I no longer have my EPPERSON, MARGIELA, BOATENG any longer...yet I am feeling STRONGER!
Go Slow and Stoke the FIRES of the Life I Desire!!!
peace