Sunday, January 01, 2012

2012

Everything has changed...moved forward...progressed...evolved and I am LOVING IT!  As I sit here, Up in Harlem, at my old spot (Now Chez Metta-Jones...Merci Mes Freres), with blinds closed to the light..and meds now bolstering my sight and might!!!  Even this has shifted.  The Boo's ABOUND, but I am still unable to frown about anything.

I am back in NY...if only briefly...for a very necessary reminder of...just who I am.  Paris has shaken me to the core...testing every facet of my mettle.  Had me questioning all I had so painstakingly, up-to-that-point cultivated...picked up along the way.  Had me wonder just,  "what kind of man am I?"  And just as I did in Paris, I determined that should I make it through the night...then I would know what I was...am doing is just/right!

It is the morning after the eve of this year...and I feel ME.

I can see clearly now...The [st]RAIN is Gone!!!

So, we will see what 2012 holds for me...just how these shifts suit me.

I am just thinking now how I no longer have my EPPERSON, MARGIELA, BOATENG any longer...yet I am feeling STRONGER!

Go Slow and Stoke the FIRES of the Life I Desire!!!

peace