BeNU
The name is my iteration of something I found folly with and while I hoped to, never imagine I would have the strength to live up to. Much like the storied MOREHOUSE MYSTIQUE, BeNU would become an albatross for me, as I never quite felt I knew what that meant. I never really took the dive...outside of Paris. Even there it felt like I wasn't wholly fleshing it out. I was being led, but was I properly following? Did I have the patience to wait it out? Not certain...I "con-ned"my way through it...living vicariously through the lives and accomplishments of those I WAS HELPING see/feel/and use their STRENGTHS Unapologetic ally.
That said, now I find myself at an odd impasse - recognizing the need for change in order to demonstrate the growth I have experienced.
A break...a full breather. So, these epiphanous moments can codify and allow for me grow out of the cocoon and past the caterpillar-phase.
But where...and how? Funny, it used to be when I came to these TRUTHS about me, I would be happy and hesitant - Happy that I am at a point of seeing this TRUTH; Hesitant because I wasn't sure if I could afford it, but knew that I needed to follow it.
That faith may have been shaken but it is not lost.
A job...a career...a passion...a hustle...a gig...
LIFE.
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