Moonchild - "Whistling" (Official Audio)

This is not the window I imagined

...or perhaps it is

I have sat in many window

...with a laptop or pad

Looking out onto the  ‘scape

...and thinking of a StoryBook...something or other.

I do not know what is going on.

Fear is n not knowing and going forward.  

I am going to run out of money quickly. 

Tomorrow, I am going downtown to look out at that 

‘Scape

Get away from the hostility that lies in wait in Harlem

and get meds

I MISS MY BIKE..

This is new and raw…

I feel like I am looking at a really hostile space.

I need to move.

I do not have an id...just the passport and birth certificate.

I waited...procrastinated and now cannot get my driver’s license.

Cutting off Manhattan...or the threat of that ....

Is going to keep alot of people at bay.

I am not certain just how t o 

Act...re-act or simply be.

The longer I stay...here.

Too many different types of people…

I heard it in their voices...my parents

My Father’s ...tone…

My Father’s ...ToNe.

What am I staying here for?

No jerking it out.  The longer I lie on my back...the worse it is getting….

The city Grumbles along...it was a beautiful day out...folks out to dinner...jogging...shopping...chillin

A skeletal version of what a normal Friday would be like with weather like this.

I am really up

I really just touched my face.

-my parents.

- my sister.

I am here...doing what I have been doing in NYC for the past 10 years …

LURKING.

Happy to Be Alive

...Present, but Not Always Pleasant.

Dire.

I cannot hear any common senhmmmse playing a part in any of this.

Hostile.

It will be just as bad in Atlanta...if not worse.

Hmmm...