WILD GAME

 I have lived through this.

I did not hesitate before.  I heard that there was a way to HEAL and I did whatever I could to make that happen.

NOW, just as I am "HEALTHY", say the NYS Health Dept....along comes CORONAVIRUS.  Another, equally mysterious plague that has over taken the world and the consciousness of society, to Great pleasure of those that can make the most money off of it.  Sound familiar?  

I am not...26, nor am I 39.  this occurred at 50...well 49 into 50.  After a Year of UnCoMfortable Truths, that would lead to a STRESS-INDUCED Heart Ailment...the Come-to-JeSuS with Family [Uncle Per Mic-Drop with Different Values Point]...only to have a new/familiar housing bounce once I returned to NYC...almost ended-up with a DoppleGanger, but found safe haven in My ole' HerBSpoT 2 Be - Quiet, Confused, Cry, Create, Crash, Caress the HerB n GRoW WiSDoM; know Me.

that was a process.  Corona cast me there.  and it is there that I have found Me...BeNU...listened to Me.

Listen to ME.  

This is what you spoke of...back in 2010. 

the whole reason for - 

and here we are...having faced down EGO arrived at HeartWrenching AwkWarD truths...

but, in the SPiRiT of Who I know MySelf to be...and what experience has LEARNED Me - LISTEN.

And after years of LIVING through the TRAUMA and CONFUSION of Living with an UNKNOWN Substance in my SYSTEM to Help Heal an UNKNOWN SeT of ViRuSeS...because I that was the ONLY WAY...back then...

NOW, I am called upon to follow-suit...and get more of that, in order that I "return" to a normal existence.

That which I have lived to NOW smirk about was NOT NorMaL for anyone but Me.  

That said, I cannot travel explore, unless I get tagged...

WILD GAME.

Hmmmm...